I know you guys were wondering if I’d ever post another part of that A/B/O fic. Real life just got in the way but here it is!
Harry Hart is not an arrogant man. He can be a bit of a show off sometimes, can at times be crass but he’s not above subjecting himself to humiliation when it’s warranted.
When he opens the parcel that Eggsy no doubt dropped in his mail, the world seems to shatter around him. The child is his. He has a child and he doesn’t even know the sex, doesn’t know it’s name. He didn’t get to feel the baby kick or see that first ultrasound photo. He didn’t get to watch Eggsy grow plump and full with his child or bask in his glow.
He doesn’t know what to do, how to proceed. How does one begin to apologize for something so treturous, for subjecting the one they’re supposed to love to total isolation?
So this turned into wayyy more than I thought it would. I get the feeling I’m gonna turn this into a full fledged fic! Again, lots of angst. I’m beginning to thing that’s what I’m good at.
Eggsy hates the fact that it’s Roxy’s hand he’s holding at his first ultrasound. As much as he loves her and as much as he’s thankful for all her support, it’s not her who’s supposed to be with him.
Harry can’t even stand to look at him anymore, doesn’t even bother to try. They pass each other like ships in the night, never really acknowledging that the other is there. Eggsy tries, god does he try but betrayal reads in every one of Harry’s motions.
It’s hell at work too. He’s already one of the only Omegas working for Kingsman. Now, he’s the defective Omega who cheated on their bloody /boss/. No one is supposed to know but the Alphas of Kingsman gossip like no one he’s ever dealt with. By the sixth week of his pregnancy, he’s sure everyone knows.
Merlin keeps a cool distance, something Eggsy had expected. He’s Harry’s friend first and Eggsy’s infinitely replaceable. He clutches his stomach in shame and wants.
He heard tales of what it’s like to be pregnant. How you’re supposed to glow and be happy and share the experience with your partner. An Omega is supposed to be pampered during a pregnancy. Right now Eggsy just feels like a burden, loading down a half empty house.
“What are you going to do, Eggsy? You can’t stay in that house like this. The stress isn’t good for you and the baby.” Roxy says. “You can stay with me if you need an Alpha around. Or I’m sure your mum would be glad to look after you.”
“I’m not gonna put that on her, Rox. This is Harry’s baby and we’re gonna work it out together.”
She looks skeptical and he’s not sure of which part. Don’t they know he loves Harry? That he would never willingly hurt him let alone cheat on him. Harry doesn’t look excited like he expected, just shattered like this is the worst news he could have ever gotten.
“What’s wrong, Harry? We’re going to be a family. Like we wanted, right?” Eggsy reaches out to touch and for the first time in years, Harry pulls away.
“I can’t have children, Eggsy. I had a vasectomy years ago. There’s no way that child is mine. How – how could you do this to us?”
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